So its been a while since I have been on here I am still trying to get used to this medication. Even though I have been taking it for 5 weeks now I still don't feel any better still feel energy is nil and I am so tired all the time also started to feel achy . My blood levels have came down a little but not to how they should be its making me wonder if I will ever feel like me again and not just a Diabetic #sigh# Having a down day 2day about it will feel more myself soon hopefully helps to have a moan sometimes. That's why I started this blog to let out the frustrations and anger so I don't take it out on my family . I think that's it for now
Blessed Be )0(
Tuesday, 2 August 2011
Sometimes I want to close my eyes and go to sleep,
Sometimes I get so fed up,
I want to feel normal,
I want to feel alive again.
I want to feel like me again,
That's how I feel with this disease,
I just want it to go away disappear never to come back,
Maybe one day there will be a cure.
But till then I will make do,
There are plenty of people worse off than me,
I will overcome this and I will be me again.
Day 5 = Not feeling good 2day so tired and ache hopefully not coming down with anything . New medication seems to be bringing my blood sugars down but some are still a little high. Hopefully they will come down soon. Have no energy to do anything I need to spend more time with my little boy. Instead I just have no energy. He told me Mummy I will be glad when you are better so you can play with me more. Hate that he said that I have to feel better for him I will do this and till then I will fight the tiredness and play with my little man.
Blessed be )0(